I'm alive, I just don't feel like logging in here or check out what is happening to the fandom, actually I'm nearly at the level of losing the interest I've piled up for this but well, *sighs* every time and moment I see Keito or even Daiki's face, I just couldn't let go of all the years I've invested as their fangirl. Writing had become impossible now too, also reading, but I'm not going to complain because it's turning out good now since it made me realize how cooped in I was in my nest. I realized too how much time I've wasted (but somehow worth it) with all the things I did these past years. I sound so dramatic or whatsoever, I just feel like becoming so.
It appears so as I checked on the posts everywhere today and the past months, new people have taken over in this world., it's like the generation where I belong is long way in the past now. I know my friends are still there and they are also having the time on their own on how they'd spend their time and balance it along with their lifestyle. It's amusing really, how changes drastically happens, well, not really changes because the reason people still gather here is that they love this fandom. But I kind of miss the past. Oh well.
I still have fictions in my pc, all nearing to being axed but I'm still holding on them tightly and trying my best to finish them. I won't promise a date any longer because I keep on breaking them. It's like I have to swallow millions of needles now. One day I might be able to share them and maybe that would be the last I could do that.
Good luck to everyone and have a nice day.
And by the way, for those who are asking for passwords of my downloadables. I'm sorry I forgot the passwords I've set on them. Just kidding. Visit the password request post I made and you'd see there the password - if you are my friend though. Even so, it's your decision whether to give it away or zip it with you. I can no longer get angry with that, it's your own guilt after all. Have a nice day.